CHAPTER 6: Distracted or Confused?

CHAPTER 6

Distracted or Confused?

from missing her that much, it feels like i`m being irritated or uneasy enough

to send her message, call her when its late, ask her out or even see her...

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if you`re in my place? what would you do? maybe tell her everything you want to?

or ask her out and tell her what you feel? or just ignore her?

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR /_(v_v)_\

i can't think straight..

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i really like her that much... i rush out and loaded up my phone, register to an unli text and call,

reply fast to her message. what a pressure... that feeling when you wanted to approach her and

tell her, hey i like you. i may look like easy but it`s even harder. 

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even if you`re in my place... you gonna freak out. -______________________-

how to approach a girl nicely? how to make her feel comfortable? tsskk,

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"mahirap nga nman talaga magka.gusto ang isang tao kung nakilala ka lng naman niya

sa isang lugar. tapos parang ganun nalang." tsssss

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i can't concentrate well, see i need to write it down in Philippine language. "tagalog"

*sigh....

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i really need to think straight and tell her. time is all i need. lot of time.

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sorry for this chapter, i don't feel like it... may be i`m distracted or just being

confused of what was the right thing to do.

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to be continued.....

CHAPTER 5 : Missing Her

CHAPTER 5

Missing Her

i would never thought that i`d miss her. i want her presence be with me,

i want to see her, see her smile, be with her even just for awhile.

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i did realize that even if i was attracted by someone else, i really just can't help to miss

that someone who really struck me through my heart.

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that something we call "Love at first Sight" ^_^ .. "akala ko gud sa mga babae lang ang me ganun"

ahahaha.. 

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damn, i just cant help it.. I MISS HER.

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those simple smile, those glaring eyes, those words she utters, everything.

i really may not know her yet but i can feel it. shes nice and kind. 

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i think of her any time, i missed her. i really just hope that she misses me too, -_-

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i can never think of anything, even when others distract me or even there`s someone who`ll give time

to entertain me. i do really still think of her.

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lately also, we communicate thru text and i guess its fine. we chat for almost 2 and a half hour, then she pass out.

but really, we talked about something different than usual. 

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she said,  "Okay lang" . tour her around davao is my mission of giving her credits and memories,

like taking pictures, talk about something, share experiences. i want her to know me better by knowing

those places i want to.

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i`ll tell her someday,how i really felt about her and ask her directly.

the first time i saw her, i say to myself. "I LIKE THIS GIRL".

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i guess this means, LOVE. i can never really understand though i can prove it by saying

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I MISS HER..

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^_^

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Missing Her. 

CHAPTER 4: ANOTHER CHANCE

CHAPTER 4

ANOTHER CHANCE

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IS THIS THE END? or CONTINUES?

well, probably still do continues. 

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the best part is, i`m missing her. i just cant get hold of myself. even if there`s somebody`s getting my attention.

well, here it goes. that somebody is a type of mine. short hair, strong girl, good attitude,

she`s nice. but ahm, i still like alyssa. she`s more than attractive.. i think being fall in love at first sight

is just a big break. i really don't know what happened. its just BOOM. i got hit. that feeling when you

really don't want to turn yourself into others. that feeling when you really try to put yourself in some different place and still do think of her all the time. that's weird

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i think i`m still on the same place, a place where i can't get through without her with me.

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that feeling when you try to get out but you just can't. when you try to break in but 

its still rough. 

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what's this maybe? .. i can't find the right answer. maybe its hard to believe

but its real.

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my friends saying "Torn between two lovers" xD .. they`re bullying me.

ahahahha.. 

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at the right time and place maybe. i can find the answer to this damn heart.

we can wish for two but we only have one.

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ONE HEART who beats for us, ONE HEART to pump us blood, ONE HEART for someone we LOVE.

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it can't be two, or three or more. JUST ONE.. ONLY ONE, who beats it for.

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a chance for us to believe. ANOTHER CHANCE for me to understand everything.

whether its hers or for her.

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ANOTHER CHANCE..

CHAPTER 3 - Like or Dislike?

CHAPTER 3

Like or Dislike?

In this chapter of time, i`ll discuss those things she likes and dislikes. ^_^

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lets start about the Likes... she a girl whose totally simple and normal.

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she likes to play VOLLEYBALL, a varsity back then in high school. at tacurong college.

mm, she also likes to sleep. anyone loves to sleep. INDEED.. :D 

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she likes everything at school. she didn't name one but almost everything.. i thought also she likes to see her crush at school. ahahaha.. --- i`m just an idiot, thinking about that. xD

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she likes to sing videoke /karaoke... and also loves to dance. :D she`s a cultural dancer back then, i think in high school or maybe in college. she joins the cultural dance competition ( i don't know if its a competition ) at Peoples Park, Davao City. KADAYAWAN festival. 2012.

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i think she loves to eat. ahahaha anyone wants to eat..... EAT A LOT.. :D she`s funny.

do you know what i like her MOST?.... 

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I LIKE THE WAY SHE SMILE.. :) its pretty. would you like to see it? xD

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lets move on to her DISLIKES... mm, i think i got hit..

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she dislikes most OA (Over Acting) persons. mm, and i think i`m a candidate.

AHAHAHAHAHA but i`m getting rid of it now.. 

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the other dislikes... mm, how can i put this?

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i think its all i got. hehehe..

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so catch up the chapter 4. ^_^

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do it ENDS? or  CONTINUES? 

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LIKE or DISLIKES? 

CHAPTER 2 - Could it be an Illusion?

CHAPTER 2

COULD IT BE AN ILLUSION?

I wonder how? after being attracted by her... i just felt like thinking about her all the time.

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send her messages, wait for her replies, greet her every day and night. i don`t know.

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could this be an illusion or it is LOVE?

we continue to communicate but its less than usual. -_-

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she maybe interested but not that much. as a man, i assume that she likes me ^_^

but then i really don't think so. 

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MMMMMM, its about 1 week past now since we `ve met. i don't know, i think i`m getting into her.

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that feeling when you try to sleep but you just can't ... you can sleep but wake up later... like 8pm sleep and woke up 11pm sharp. xD 

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these past few days, i can't understand myself... why do something? if she doesn't appreciate it? or does she?

questions running down in my mind. i don't know.

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i can tell... I LIKE HER.. :)

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this kind of feeling, what do you actually think?

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is it LOVE or an ILLUSION?

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COULD IT BE AN ILLUSION?

CHAPTER 1 - Attraction

CHAPTER 1

ATTRACTION

The story goes like this... how i met this wonderful girl and how i get so attracted to her.

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It started when my friends and i join for dinner at barbecue boss. and then, we washed our hands before we say grace and eat on wards. that time, i went to the restau`s comfort room. and then wash my hands after. at the side peak park of the mirror, i saw her and she caught myself through. by the glance of her smile and the charm of her presence blinded me.

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that time i think about, why? why do i get so attracted to her. and there it goes, it is because

she`s my type. ^_^.. 

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a girl who have short hair, nice smile, who wears simple, wears a beautiful smile, charismatic image.

at first glance, i ask myself...

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HOW ABOUT getting off her phone number? ?____? my friends teased me and says "CHICKEN" xD

but then i prove to them that i was being stunned and attracted to that girl in the restau. at the same time,

i was really thinking of getting her attention.

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but then i cant help myself too much, i already make my move and stand up. here it goes,

i walked through her table and say.....

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"Good Evening, ahm i`m ej... and your?" 

she said :  "alyssa". i smile and go on.  so ahm, can i get your number?

her friend with her said: yes, give it to him.... she wants to type in her number personally so

i gave her my cellphone and let her type it in. :D ...

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so after that night... we started texting.

the best thing and feeling i`ve felt that night is that i`m ATTRACTED to her.

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ATTRACTION.