CHAPTER 7: Waiting

Chapter 7

WAITING

from being confused, i finally came up to an idea of waiting for her.

so here`s the story... at her birthday.. rather 18th birthday. i prepare something for her.

to actually surprise at Zed`s pizza house. mm, before the "surprise thing" happens.

here`s the scenario.

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at the day of her birthday, i greet her with a smile and a message to boost up her day and i

don`t it works. xD .. but then i`m happy for her, for reaching the level of being 18 is a welcome stage

from being a lady to a well grown woman. you know what? i prepared a lot for her. for all the message

and thoughts i came up with an idea of surprising her.

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then i went to Gaisano South Mall at illustre. and bought something. this cute little pillow thing that might

add some attraction to my gift. you might ask? WHAT`s MY GIFT?

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my gift is a WATCH but not just a watch.. its a "ZODIAC WATCH" where all numbers from 1-12 are converted into 12 ZODIAC SIGNS to which symbolizes luck in time. it`s from Thailand that my aunt bought for us.

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and i think the Zodiac watch is nice gift to offer. that day, i unexpectedly met her with her friend "julie". i didn't expect to meet her again unexpectedly. then i smile and she smiles too, after that i ask her..

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"Hey, can i go to your party? at Zed`s? i have something for you. :)" and then she replied with a

^________________^. just a smile, yes. mm but her friend told me, "yes you can come." "punta ka lang".

then i smile again, tell her thank you. see you then. then that`s the start.

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well, lets make this straight. when i went to Zed`s pizza. i have a cute little chocolate cake and a single red rose with me. when i reach the lobby of Zed`s pizza, i`m shocked for the party is at the 3rd floor of the zed`s pizza house. so i went there and saw Julie her friend to escort me. 

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here`s the real deal. i`m quite nervous that time, my hands shaking, feet mumbling, mind`s troubling, i don't know what to do then when i`m there.

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and so here it goes i went inside and saw her friends, FAMILY, and yet everybody is in there. LOL

"then i was shocked the 18 flowers ended up and so i give her my flower and cake." i`m a little bit surprised though but relieved after then.

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now it`s my time to give her my present. :)))))

my heart`s pumping already like it`s gonna blow. i don't even know what to say. i`m very nervous and shy after that awful entrance of mine happened. tsk. but still i`m in a good pace that time.

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so i summon her at the alley. and tell her what am i supposed to say. 

then it went well, i told her. "happy 18th birthday, your look beautiful tonight" with a smile.. :")

she replied: thanks. :)) thank you for coming. and so i offer her my gift. 

..... ME: hey, this is for you.

....she asked: WHAT`s THIS?

......ME: it`s a watch, a Zodiac Watch, a luck of time. :)

....she said: Thank you. :)

......ME: Your welcome, and so ahm.. can i ask you?

....she replied: ask me what?

......ME: ahm, i like you. you know it`s hard to like someone, especially when you met someone just in an unexpected place like BBQ BOSS. yes?

....she said: mm, yes.

......ME: so i ask her, ammm.. can i court you?

.... ToooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooT

.....ToooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooT

.....ToooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooT

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she replied: ahm, sorry but i don't accept suitors for now, but ahm can we just be friends? for now, entertain other`s and i don't know when. but friends would that be okay?

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....ME: ahhh, it`s okay. i heard that your mother told you that, just don't accept suitors for now right?

....she replied: mm, yes. 

....ME: and so, friends would be fine but i think i`m willing to wait (murmuring in my mind) xD

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and so after that, i felt like. whooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... stunned and even wounded. lols..

but so life must go on..

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after that conversation. i tell her, so ahm. i`m going now. enjoy tonight and happy birthday again.

she replied: thank you. :))

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WELL THEN, still i`m happy knowing that she`s happy too.. :))) i don't even care if for now

just friends and still i`m looking forward to meet her someday again. ^_^ 

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when i logged in at facebook. 3hrs ago from her birthday party. i saw a picture of hers.

wearing the ZODIAC WATCH i gave her. and i was, WOW... she wears it.

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and by that i`m very HAPPY knowing that she wore the watch. :) it`s being appreciated i guess. 

BY NOW, i think i`m fine.

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but i can't still endure the fact. that i`m missing her quite awhile nor sometimes. :)

and so the title goes and roll over.

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for the word WAITING..

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"How long must someone wait, to be considered waiting?"

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WAITING.. 

CHAPTER 6: Distracted or Confused?

CHAPTER 6

Distracted or Confused?

from missing her that much, it feels like i`m being irritated or uneasy enough

to send her message, call her when its late, ask her out or even see her...

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if you`re in my place? what would you do? maybe tell her everything you want to?

or ask her out and tell her what you feel? or just ignore her?

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR /_(v_v)_\

i can't think straight..

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i really like her that much... i rush out and loaded up my phone, register to an unli text and call,

reply fast to her message. what a pressure... that feeling when you wanted to approach her and

tell her, hey i like you. i may look like easy but it`s even harder. 

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even if you`re in my place... you gonna freak out. -______________________-

how to approach a girl nicely? how to make her feel comfortable? tsskk,

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"mahirap nga nman talaga magka.gusto ang isang tao kung nakilala ka lng naman niya

sa isang lugar. tapos parang ganun nalang." tsssss

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i can't concentrate well, see i need to write it down in Philippine language. "tagalog"

*sigh....

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i really need to think straight and tell her. time is all i need. lot of time.

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sorry for this chapter, i don't feel like it... may be i`m distracted or just being

confused of what was the right thing to do.

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to be continued.....

CHAPTER 5 : Missing Her

CHAPTER 5

Missing Her

i would never thought that i`d miss her. i want her presence be with me,

i want to see her, see her smile, be with her even just for awhile.

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i did realize that even if i was attracted by someone else, i really just can't help to miss

that someone who really struck me through my heart.

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that something we call "Love at first Sight" ^_^ .. "akala ko gud sa mga babae lang ang me ganun"

ahahaha.. 

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damn, i just cant help it.. I MISS HER.

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those simple smile, those glaring eyes, those words she utters, everything.

i really may not know her yet but i can feel it. shes nice and kind. 

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i think of her any time, i missed her. i really just hope that she misses me too, -_-

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i can never think of anything, even when others distract me or even there`s someone who`ll give time

to entertain me. i do really still think of her.

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lately also, we communicate thru text and i guess its fine. we chat for almost 2 and a half hour, then she pass out.

but really, we talked about something different than usual. 

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she said,  "Okay lang" . tour her around davao is my mission of giving her credits and memories,

like taking pictures, talk about something, share experiences. i want her to know me better by knowing

those places i want to.

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i`ll tell her someday,how i really felt about her and ask her directly.

the first time i saw her, i say to myself. "I LIKE THIS GIRL".

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i guess this means, LOVE. i can never really understand though i can prove it by saying

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I MISS HER..

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Missing Her. 

CHAPTER 4: ANOTHER CHANCE

CHAPTER 4

ANOTHER CHANCE

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IS THIS THE END? or CONTINUES?

well, probably still do continues. 

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the best part is, i`m missing her. i just cant get hold of myself. even if there`s somebody`s getting my attention.

well, here it goes. that somebody is a type of mine. short hair, strong girl, good attitude,

she`s nice. but ahm, i still like alyssa. she`s more than attractive.. i think being fall in love at first sight

is just a big break. i really don't know what happened. its just BOOM. i got hit. that feeling when you

really don't want to turn yourself into others. that feeling when you really try to put yourself in some different place and still do think of her all the time. that's weird

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i think i`m still on the same place, a place where i can't get through without her with me.

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that feeling when you try to get out but you just can't. when you try to break in but 

its still rough. 

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what's this maybe? .. i can't find the right answer. maybe its hard to believe

but its real.

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my friends saying "Torn between two lovers" xD .. they`re bullying me.

ahahahha.. 

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at the right time and place maybe. i can find the answer to this damn heart.

we can wish for two but we only have one.

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ONE HEART who beats for us, ONE HEART to pump us blood, ONE HEART for someone we LOVE.

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it can't be two, or three or more. JUST ONE.. ONLY ONE, who beats it for.

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a chance for us to believe. ANOTHER CHANCE for me to understand everything.

whether its hers or for her.

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ANOTHER CHANCE..

CHAPTER 3 - Like or Dislike?

CHAPTER 3

Like or Dislike?

In this chapter of time, i`ll discuss those things she likes and dislikes. ^_^

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lets start about the Likes... she a girl whose totally simple and normal.

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she likes to play VOLLEYBALL, a varsity back then in high school. at tacurong college.

mm, she also likes to sleep. anyone loves to sleep. INDEED.. :D 

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she likes everything at school. she didn't name one but almost everything.. i thought also she likes to see her crush at school. ahahaha.. --- i`m just an idiot, thinking about that. xD

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she likes to sing videoke /karaoke... and also loves to dance. :D she`s a cultural dancer back then, i think in high school or maybe in college. she joins the cultural dance competition ( i don't know if its a competition ) at Peoples Park, Davao City. KADAYAWAN festival. 2012.

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i think she loves to eat. ahahaha anyone wants to eat..... EAT A LOT.. :D she`s funny.

do you know what i like her MOST?.... 

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I LIKE THE WAY SHE SMILE.. :) its pretty. would you like to see it? xD

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lets move on to her DISLIKES... mm, i think i got hit..

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she dislikes most OA (Over Acting) persons. mm, and i think i`m a candidate.

AHAHAHAHAHA but i`m getting rid of it now.. 

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the other dislikes... mm, how can i put this?

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i think its all i got. hehehe..

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so catch up the chapter 4. ^_^

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do it ENDS? or  CONTINUES? 

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LIKE or DISLIKES? 

CHAPTER 2 - Could it be an Illusion?

CHAPTER 2

COULD IT BE AN ILLUSION?

I wonder how? after being attracted by her... i just felt like thinking about her all the time.

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send her messages, wait for her replies, greet her every day and night. i don`t know.

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could this be an illusion or it is LOVE?

we continue to communicate but its less than usual. -_-

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she maybe interested but not that much. as a man, i assume that she likes me ^_^

but then i really don't think so. 

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MMMMMM, its about 1 week past now since we `ve met. i don't know, i think i`m getting into her.

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that feeling when you try to sleep but you just can't ... you can sleep but wake up later... like 8pm sleep and woke up 11pm sharp. xD 

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these past few days, i can't understand myself... why do something? if she doesn't appreciate it? or does she?

questions running down in my mind. i don't know.

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i can tell... I LIKE HER.. :)

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this kind of feeling, what do you actually think?

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is it LOVE or an ILLUSION?

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COULD IT BE AN ILLUSION?

CHAPTER 1 - Attraction

CHAPTER 1

ATTRACTION

The story goes like this... how i met this wonderful girl and how i get so attracted to her.

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It started when my friends and i join for dinner at barbecue boss. and then, we washed our hands before we say grace and eat on wards. that time, i went to the restau`s comfort room. and then wash my hands after. at the side peak park of the mirror, i saw her and she caught myself through. by the glance of her smile and the charm of her presence blinded me.

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that time i think about, why? why do i get so attracted to her. and there it goes, it is because

she`s my type. ^_^.. 

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a girl who have short hair, nice smile, who wears simple, wears a beautiful smile, charismatic image.

at first glance, i ask myself...

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HOW ABOUT getting off her phone number? ?____? my friends teased me and says "CHICKEN" xD

but then i prove to them that i was being stunned and attracted to that girl in the restau. at the same time,

i was really thinking of getting her attention.

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but then i cant help myself too much, i already make my move and stand up. here it goes,

i walked through her table and say.....

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"Good Evening, ahm i`m ej... and your?" 

she said :  "alyssa". i smile and go on.  so ahm, can i get your number?

her friend with her said: yes, give it to him.... she wants to type in her number personally so

i gave her my cellphone and let her type it in. :D ...

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so after that night... we started texting.

the best thing and feeling i`ve felt that night is that i`m ATTRACTED to her.

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ATTRACTION.